My laptop wouldn't boot up Monday morning. This is no small problem.
This is the fourth major crash and burn of my computer in three years. (It's a Toshiba, by the way, and based on my experience, no, I would not recommend that brand). After spending several minutes in line at my local Best Buy/Geek Squad, the lone representative kindly informed me that after nearly $200 and at least three days, we'd be able to talk about what was wrong with my computer. And now I've just learned that the source of the trouble is another hard drive failure, which requires more money.
Yes, there's a workaround for me. A fragile, working-at-a-fraction-of-full-capacity workaround. I'm sharing my husband's laptop with him. He works from home. I work from home. Sharing a laptop is akin to...
Honestly, I can't think of a good enough comparison and my time with this computer is ticking away so I better not dwell on it. Just be assured that it hasn't been pleasant for either of us (although my husband has been understanding and he's currently rebuilding my computer - again).
Being without a computer is slowly driving me crazy. I feel helpless, on indefinite hold with my work and student life. I'm walking around with a feeling similar to what happens before I take a big test or give a public speech. It's a fluttery, anxious feeling complete with an elevated heart rate. I need a stress intervention, but I know that a good stretch, guided imagery, or a massage will not postpone work deadlines for me.
All of my hopes of having a productive week have been dashed. There's no way to get ahead with school work, no way to bring in income, and no way to balance my checkbook. I can't respond at length to any email (its hard to type a long message on a smart phone), and I'm struggling to keep up with my calendar and appointments.
I'm trying to see the good in this. In spite of me not being at all productive with my work, studies, or personal checkbook updates, there are several advantages to my forced separation from my laptop. Here are just a few:
* I finished cleaning my kids' bathroom. I started last weekend and must have gotten distracted; I found the unused rags and cleaning supplies still on the counter. It's a good thing that I looked in there. Apparently I need to do some basic training on how (and why) NOT to smear toothpaste on the toilet, or to allow the whole toilet paper roll to get wet.
* I've had time to reflect, and certainly that's something that not just anyone has time to do. Self-reflection has helped me acknowledge that I'm a not-so-good housekeeper (unlike my mother) and that I'm a heavy computer user. Should I feel guilty about either? Well, I've had time to reflect on that, too, and realize that it's all in how I rationalize my actions.
* I discovered that I need to get with the "cloud" program. I'm well behind the times, still relying on a hard drive to run my programs and save some of my data (thankfully, work files are in Dropbox). I've strategized about how to change my work habits. It looks like Adobe Photoshop is available as part of their Creative Cloud system, which might work out very well for me. In the future, I'm going to work all from the cloud so that the headaches will be less the next time a computer crash happens. I'll still have to share a computer, but I might be more prepared.
Why is it that a little piece of machinery has so much power over me? Because this is the way I live. I communicate, work, and study via my laptop. And in spite of my blog posts related to putting separation between ourselves and our devices, I recognize it's a very complicated thing to do. I don't think that it's ironic that I blog about taking pauses away from technology while at the same time being at a complete loss when my computer crashes. My thoughts are a way of questioning the complicated relationship that we have with our devices and asking ourselves how attached can we afford to get?
Wednesday, March 13, 2013
"8 reasons to make time for family dinner"
* Family meals ensure healthier eating, especially when they are screen-free.
* Family meals are linked to healthier behavior and closer child-parent bonds, particularly among adolescents.
* Family meals decrease the risk of teenage substance abuse and other anti-social behaviors.
* Family meals are often the time when a parent finds out about what's going on in a child's life (three out of four teenagers report that they talk to their parents about this during meal time).
Unfortunately, with busy after-school and work schedules, regular family meals can be difficult to orchestrate. CCFC offers these tips:
* Start the tradition of family mealtime early on in a child's life. However, it's never too late to begin the tradition, even if your children are older.
* Delegate mealtime responsibilities to every member of the family, including the youngest family members.
* Work together to make mealtime an enjoyable - and less stressful - experience. I'm thinking meal prep and cleanup!
* With your child's input, agree upon the menu beforehand.
* Create a regular schedule of mealtimes, even if it is just two or three times a week.
* Concentrate on each other. Avoid electronic distractions!
To the last point, psychologist Sherry Turkle encourages families to create "sacred spaces" where devices are not allowed - including the family dinner table. I've heard others refer to creating "device-free zones" in your home. Whatever you call it, it's important to put down the smart phone or other electronic device during mealtime so you can focus on the conversation and on your family. Parents, especially, can set the tone for this with their kids. The message: you are important enough for me to join you for a meal - and to listen to what you have to say.
Having trouble getting dinner conversations started? One of my sisters gave us a gift that helps with just that. It's called "Beginner Dinner Games" and it's like a recipe box filled with cards that suggests topics to talk about and question-and-answer games to play with each other while at the table. Our version is for families with kids ages three to six, but the manufacturer also has games for families with older kids.
Another option is a set of cards called "Family Dinner Questions" by Melissa and Doug. They also have dinner question games with a theme, including faith-based questions, and questions for road trips and holidays. Our local specialty toy store sells these games.
There are also free conversation starters for families that I found doing a simple Internet search for "family dinner questions." There are dinner questions at blogs such as Balancing Beauty and Bedlam and Skip To My Lou. I haven't printed them myself, so I can't vouch for these web sites, but they look great!
Of course, you don't have to have pre-scripted cards at the dinner table (although they're fun!). Just being with each other is important, caring enough to ask each other, "How was your day?" My parents gave me that gift. I may have forgotten a lot of childhood memories, but one thing that hasn't left me is the memory of sitting down to meals with my parents, feeling so validated when they'd listen - and respond - to my stories from school. In particular, I thought that my stories from the school bus were so interesting and colorful, and even if they weren't, my parents seemed interested. They really cared about how my sisters and I were navigating through those social lessons that we learned during our long ride to and from school each day.
While I'm on the subject, my grandparents deserve credit for hosting family dinners on many Sundays when I was a kid. My sweet grandmother truly cannot remember much at all, but when we talk, she always speaks of family meals at her house. They are her favorite memories, she says.
I can speak firsthand to the effectiveness of family mealtimes. And I'm trying to replicate that for my kids.
For more information about how great family mealtimes are, see this CNN / Health.com article.